'Tuny! Tuny!! What do you think you are doing?'
that's my mother's voice; even in the dream I can still recognized her voice. Immediately, I jerked up from where I've been moaning, I really enjoyed what I was doing, but wait! I thought it was in real life, I never knew I've slept off; all the same it felt very sweet and satisfactory with me-- but that was when I'm alone. Now, my mother kept staring at me. Even straight into my eyes; It was very embarrassing, I felt so ashamed. To spoil the whole scenario the more, my parents had known about this a long time ago, meanwhile; unknown to me. May be my two younger sisters too knew, they all have their own secrets too. Instantly I made up my mind to be brave and face them all. We were three girls in my family and the eldest of them all, I was a quiet and easy going young girl, at that time, I was just 13-- too young for that right? Anyway, that was the situation I found myself at a very tenderly age.
It didn't start in a day, it was gradual and I discovered I liked it. though I always feel a little ashamed after satisfying myself all alone but I would picked up my broken shameful heart after a thorough thought that no one knew about it.
After a while, my mother initially full of anger but seeing how I just pretended as if she doesn't exist, the face systematically changed to a mother who was full of compassion and ready to offer a help.
I was from a christian family who does't joke with church or the things about God. My father had always believed in God likewise my mother. All of us the children is in the choir, we have the gift of singing and we do sing special song almost every worship time, this too I love doing very much.
One day my parents were away on a couple's conference and I was left with my sisters, my mother called Aunty Curt to stay with us, it was a four day conference. Aunty Curt was a wonderful sister, she was not in any way related to us but my parents has been trying to make a positive impart in her life from the day she lose her parent in a car accident.
She used to come for holidays in our house and that was when my parent would be around but this will be the first time it will be all four girls in the house. Aunty Curt was very nice and gentle too, just the way I've grown to be, she likes us all and always treat us well.
I heard some tiny voices from my room in the middle of the night and I decided to check what it was because after the devotion I was expecting everyone to be on their bed sleeping. It was a noise coming from the television-- beholding Aunty was watching pornography, at that time she was just displaying practicing almost everything being done on the TV. I tiptoed and stood where she could not see me, I watch all what she was watching and it was as If I was glued to the point where I was standing.
To cut the long story short, it all started that night. On my bed after this I was thinking the film and dreaming the film till day break. I've never saw it life like that before. With the new era where you could get anything you want on the internet, watching erotic film was not a problem for me at all coupled with the fact that I masturbate too.
No one could stop me since they can't even imagine a young girl like me doing such a dirty act.
Not knowing to me, my parent and sisters knew about this and they have been praying and fasting that God could deliver me from the act.
To be continued.
SEE ALSO:
Sewa's story: part four
God's blessings for you in 2015
how-to-get-rich-quickly.
It didn't start in a day, it was gradual and I discovered I liked it. though I always feel a little ashamed after satisfying myself all alone but I would picked up my broken shameful heart after a thorough thought that no one knew about it.
After a while, my mother initially full of anger but seeing how I just pretended as if she doesn't exist, the face systematically changed to a mother who was full of compassion and ready to offer a help.
I was from a christian family who does't joke with church or the things about God. My father had always believed in God likewise my mother. All of us the children is in the choir, we have the gift of singing and we do sing special song almost every worship time, this too I love doing very much.
One day my parents were away on a couple's conference and I was left with my sisters, my mother called Aunty Curt to stay with us, it was a four day conference. Aunty Curt was a wonderful sister, she was not in any way related to us but my parents has been trying to make a positive impart in her life from the day she lose her parent in a car accident.
She used to come for holidays in our house and that was when my parent would be around but this will be the first time it will be all four girls in the house. Aunty Curt was very nice and gentle too, just the way I've grown to be, she likes us all and always treat us well.
I heard some tiny voices from my room in the middle of the night and I decided to check what it was because after the devotion I was expecting everyone to be on their bed sleeping. It was a noise coming from the television-- beholding Aunty was watching pornography, at that time she was just displaying practicing almost everything being done on the TV. I tiptoed and stood where she could not see me, I watch all what she was watching and it was as If I was glued to the point where I was standing.
To cut the long story short, it all started that night. On my bed after this I was thinking the film and dreaming the film till day break. I've never saw it life like that before. With the new era where you could get anything you want on the internet, watching erotic film was not a problem for me at all coupled with the fact that I masturbate too.
No one could stop me since they can't even imagine a young girl like me doing such a dirty act.
Not knowing to me, my parent and sisters knew about this and they have been praying and fasting that God could deliver me from the act.
To be continued.
SEE ALSO:
Sewa's story: part four
God's blessings for you in 2015
how-to-get-rich-quickly.